Monday, November 02, 2009

if only you knew,
how long i've been alone, how long i've been feeling so empty and scared.
how i wanted someone to come along, and change my life like you do.
if you know,
how these moments mean so much to me,
how your hugs, kisses and touch comforts and secures me.
and if only you knew how happy you're making me.
never thought i'll fall in love so deeply with anyone before.
i'm not the best person to fall in love with i admit.
i go crazy with emotions ever so often,
i think more than i need to.
i'll search for all the hints of tiresome and regret in you,
and kill myself with saddness,
that i'm the root cause of those feelings.
time and time again i looked at you and can't find the love you have for me no more.
time and time again i said to myself it is enough.
but then would come the time you take me into your arms,
when your touch tells me that you still want me.
and once again these words i'll have to say:
i can't get along, without you.
i'll be content.
to be without your kiss before work.
our long goodbyes before i went.
i'll change.
but for change is never easy,
will my love be patient and wait?
if only you know
how much you mean to me
how much i hope i mean something to you as well
for to the world you may be one person
but to one person, you are the world.
if only you know, maybe you'll understand.
eugen|e said bye at 12:40 PM.